another day with G46. can't denied how much im getting more into him, just, seconds by seconds. for how many times i told him all the love words, it won't be sure enough to show the world how much he meant to me, for what my life would be without the hero. i am really stucked with him, but i like it. i swear that i would never regret loving him, this is the very best love story. :) i always need him in my daily life, it's lifeless without him around me. by just being with him, life's heading to the right path, he lightens my day.

no one is perfect or either can be perfect though they try the best to be one. and so do me or even him. i accept the way he is. i might had not satisfied him in all my doings but atleast i tried my best to do the very best and yet i am still trying. :]



as a lover, its our wish to make our loved ones happy. we deathly do the best. but knowing that we just couldnt make them satisfied with our doings, it feels dying. when we all rather die to save a heart and hold it. they were happy before and all we want is to make them happierrrr and the happiest person in the world.






love ♥,
you tasted like a white chocolate, so sweet. your lips reds like a rose. ♥ i love you so much baby, you driving me crazy. i want to be, always want to be, by your side. it's been crazily AWESOME and WONDERFUL time being beside you. :) you made all the problems fades away. now, i have no doubts anymore. you smell so nice, your smiles captured my heart and your laughters tickled me. you put a smile on my face and i won't blame you for this everlasting happiness. (= i am hypnotised by your love.






i gotta figure out a way to tell you. i'm going crazy without you. i just gotta let you know. listen. . .

best of friends for years, closer than you can imagine. talk to each other daily, i dont know just when it happened. if only i could tell you how i feel inside. oh girl, you got me.

losing sleep, im thinking cant imagine how it feels to see you riding around with the wrong guy. tell me how do i take his place. you already know that im capable. cant you see who's been there all along. and i know i cant be wrong, oh tell me.

why did i have to fall in love with you. when i know without you i cant function no more. and you, youll never look at me the same. you know its really driving me insane. when i know without you i cant function.

hardest thing about this confession is i just might ruin what we have i dont wanna lose what we got. but its a chance ill have to take.

dont wanna spend my whole life wondering what it feels like being there beside you and kissing on you all night. see i been making a mistake. you already know that im capable. cant you see who's been there all along. and i know i cant be wrong, so tell me.

why did u gave to fall in love with you. when i know without you i cant function no more. and you youll never look at me the same. you know its driving me insane. when i know without you i cant function no more.

aint easy loving you when youre loving him. theres no words that cant describe. how it leaves me empty inside. when all i want is you.

no more. i need you. i want you. cant you see this is killing me?





dear G46 <3,
i am sorry that we didn't get the chance to go shopping together but well, atleast we met right in KK? :) hee. it can be considered a precious moment for us too. :D:D for me, yes! :] wanna meet you again soon enough, i've been missing you crazy.
from your baby D.



` October 2009 ` December 2009